If someone told me that the 2020 prayer I was a lie and trap would have laughed in December and January just say you don’t know my God. As the enemy tried to get me to remove that prayer from the dominate place on my blog this morning, I had to remind him my God is still in control and that which He led me to write in January will and shall come to pass for His words never return unto Him void.

 2020 Wish for You

I still believe God to make me the head and not the tail, the giver and not the borrower. To increase my territory that I may be able to bless others. Most of all my faith will never fall below 51%, though this week it has been put to the test. 

I awaken Sunday morning to my son needing emergency surgery, praise be to God, no virus was active in the hospital at that time and no infection was found in that area of trauma. But he’s my oldest but still my baby at 14 years old, and I could not be there with him, but the Blood of Jesus covered him. 

Then Wednesday, noonday, I receive a call from my godmother’s guardian, that she is being rushed to the hospital with pneumonia and a collapsed lung. Before I can grapple with that I am being asked if it possible that my oldest have sickle cell, cause once again there is swelling in his extremities with no known cause. Then at night, I must make peace that unless God grants my request to allow me to be able to wrap my arms around my godmother once again. I will not see again on this side of heaven for her wish is to have a DNR order is in place. 

In the shelter of His wings, I must find peace, for I can not rush to the hospital and tell god mommy one last time I love her. In His wings, I must find peace and truth cause I can’t rush to my son, and bring instant healing. But in His wings, I can pray and give Him the glory and honor that is due. In His wings, I can call on the Blood on Jesus to go where I can not be. In the shelter of His wings, I can seek the strength to do that which I need to do at this time. Knowing that  NO WEAPON FORMED AGAINST ME WILL PROSPER! For me and my family are protected by a great army of angels.

Those that are being called home have fought their good fight and are being given rest. For a new band of leaders are to arise to proclaim the goodness of the Lord and spread the inherent truth of the gospel to this dying world. 

No, I will not curse 2020, Nor will I ask for a do-over. But I will say here am I Lord. To write the word given to me to share with Your children who may or may nor believe You hear them.  Open their mind that they may hear, feel, and know that You are with. Even when they felt alone You have carried them through. Comfort them, let them find the peace that can only come from you.

Forgive us where we have sinned against You and man. Forgive us when we thought we knew better than the creator of all. Forgive us, for not listening following Your instructions and creating the wrath we are now facing. Turn not away from Your servants for long, hear our mourning and see are tears, of those who have a broken and contrite heart asking forgiveness. 

Never Alone

April 9, 2020
When you feel isolated and alone, remember that you are not alone.  I am with you to comfort and protect you.  I will give you strength and fortitude to do all that is necessary.  I will lead, guide, direct and protect you.  You are the apple of My eye, says the Lord.  Psalm 91:3-6  Surely He shall deliver you from the snare of the fowler and from the perilous pestilence. He shall cover you with His feathers, and under His wings you shall take refuge; His truth shall be your shield and buckler. You shall not be afraid of the terror by night, Nor of the arrow that flies by day, nor of the pestilence that walks in darkness, nor of the destruction that lays waste at noonday.